This painting is absolutely beautiful. I like to draw and paint myself.
Anyway....I'm new on here and came across your posting about "Wulf". It affected me a lot....it brought tears to my eyes.
I'm Bipolar 1/Schizoaffective. I have struggled with hallucinations myself. The scariest one was when a man followed me constantly on the bus...he would torment me and yell at me to listen up and turn around....I thought he was real at first til I came out of my mode. His face looked like a combo of a zombie and an old fashioned oil painting. Creepy. Ive also seen friendlier things...but this is rare. I'm taking meds. I understand why you don't want to take antipsychotics. They are totally blunting and depressing. It seems to me, from your comment, that you have found a way to deal with your hallucinations. Thats pretty amazing and very commendable. I hope you are feeling good and doing well You said you were broke....me too! Things will get better. Keep painting. You definitely have some special talent!
What a crazy coincidence- I read a comment of yours on reddit yesterday and I remembered the name "Wulf" from it, then i searched for "depression" on reddit and I found this amazing image and I thought the coincidence was too good to be true- yes it is you! And to think I almost never saw your art! you are talented.